THE MESSAGE OF THE DOVE
by Lygia Lovelace
The summer I was in Jerusalem, Israel, (see previous
article: How Did the Man Know?). the Jewish believers taught me so
much about living the Gospel, in boldness and in truth. Every time
we would go out on the streets, just walking silently, we would be
confronted with those who knew we loved Jesus. But how could that
be? We weren’t carrying signs that proclaimed the Way, and many times
we weren’t even speaking. But the enemy knew we were there. Rocks
were thrown at us, as were curse words and threats. Being a shy young
lady of 21, I hung close to my Jewish brothers and sisters, hoping
to “catch” their courage and strength just by being near them. Many
times I just watched them in admiration, as they engaged their Jewish
comrades in conversation, and communicated God’s love to them--sometimes
subtly, and sometimes outright.
We worked hard together, to learn songs in Hebrew
and to learn the folk dances that the Jewish people loved. Even as
a Gentile, I hoped to be understood and to communicate the Message
God has always had for His beloved people there. Whether we were in
Bethlehem, Nazareth, or in the streets of Jerusalem, we wanted the
people to know of Jesus’ love for them.
One afternoon, my Jewish friends decided to take their
guitars and their music to a nearby street corner that was a particularly
busy place. They set up boldly in front of a little market, and began
to sing and play Jewish music. A crowd began to gather. Many of them
clapped; some began dancing to the music they loved so much. Then,
as the crowd began to understand the words, and to hear the name of
Jesus, their joy turned to anger and they began to shout and spit.
The owner of the market came out, yelling and gesturing for our group
to leave.
With tears streaming down their faces, my Jewish friends
continued proclaiming the name of Jesus in song. Oh, how they loved
their Jewish brothers and sisters! How they longed for them to know
and believe the truth, to become a “fulfilled Jew” as many of my friends
called themselves.
Many times, when these conflicts would arise, I wanted
to turn and run, full of fear. But although God didn’t involve me
directly in the spiritual battles going on, He kept my feet firmly
planted there beside my brothers and sisters. I literally felt Him
standing beside me, holding on to me, as I watched.
Finally, in complete fury, the store owner grabbed
a water hose on the street, and others did the same. With hoses in
hand, they turned on the water and sprayed our group. I’ll never forget
how the store owner—rushing up to my Jewish brothers--put his hose
inside their treasured guitars, and filled them with water, one by
one. Would there be a fight? My brothers only smiled and kept singing
until their song was over. Wiping their faces so they could see to
pack away their guitars, they lovingly looked at the people, blessed
them in sweet Hebrew words, motioned for our group to come, and we
walked away.
Time after time, I watched as my Jewish brothers and
sisters were persecuted—screamed at, spit at, cursed at. I watched
as they would take out their handkerchiefs and quietly wipe away the
spit, or the blood that would trickle out from wounds they received
when rocks were thrown at them. Time after time, I marveled at how
the people of this country knew! The Goyim, or Gentiles—like myself—were
not harrassed as much! A root of bitterness began to grow in my heart.
One such time, I was walking with another friend,
a female friend, toward the old market of Jerusalem to where we were
staying. Again, the enemy knew who we were as we chatted quietly to
one another and attempted to make eye contact and smile at the passers-by
on the street. For an instant, I looked down at my feet, and when
I looked up again, a bicyclist was a few inches in front of my friend,
punching her and trying to run her over.
I was indignant!
“Hey!” I screamed at the young man. That bitterness
rose up quickly in my throat as I screamed angrily at him, and I shook
my fist as he rode away. He smiled wickedly and turned his bike again
to face us. I looked at my friend to see if she was alright, and then
looked up to see him charging her again. She gasped as he slapped
her in the face as he rode by.
“Leave her alone!” I once again screamed at him—my
whole body trembling with the indignance and anger I felt. This caused
him to stop again, turn his bike around and charge at her. I jumped
in front of my friend and stared at him, daring him to come again.
He laughed loudly and came at full force. My friend was begging me
to calm down, but I wouldn’t listen. How dare this man mistreat her!
When the man got close enough for me to touch, I grabbed
his front handlebars and shoved the bike sideways as hard as I could.
Thankfully, the man lost his balance momentarily, and fell to the
street. My friend and I took off running and lost ourselves in the
old city market before he could find us again.
When we got back to our hospice, news spread quickly
about what I had done. I looked with shame at the precious Jewish
faces looking back at me. They held love in their eyes, some even
smiled at one another, but there was disapproval in most of their
expressions.
“I just can’t stand the way they treat you! Why do
you let them treat you like that!?”
One of the older Jewish men—a well respected leader
of our group, took me aside, and handed me a cup of tea.
“I know what you did was out of love for us,” he said,
“but what we do is out of love for our people! Remember, it is not
flesh and blood that we are fighting against. It is our enemy. This
has become his city, his nation, and he knows that we are here. The
only way that we can fight this battle, Lygia, is with the Messiah.
We must fight back with Love.”
Then he quoted from Matthew 10:16: Behold, I send
you out as sheep in the midst of wolves; so be shrewd as serpents
and innocent as doves.
“You must stay in the Scriptures, Lygia, so that
you continue the wisdom, AND the refining that our God wants to do
in your life. You must be bold and courageous, it is true, but like
a dove. Never forget the Message of the dove.”
I haven’t forgotten.
Over the years, people have asked me, “Aren’t you
angry with the man who attacked Chase?”
“How can you forget what Caleb’s birthmother did to
him—drinking alcohol while she was pregnant!?”
“Aren’t you furious at those people in that church
who claimed to love God, and yet treated your husband so hatefully?”
“Doesn’t it make you mad that you have to do all the
work? Where are the other church members? Why isn’t someone helping
you?”
Yes, I must admit, I’ve been angry. I’ve even struggled
with it for a time. But through that anger, I haven’t forgotten the
Message of the dove. I haven’t forgotten where the true battle lies—not
with those around us, but with the enemy of God Himself. As I’ve stayed
in the Scriptures, this Message has made me stronger—refining me,
making me bold and courageous. It’s definitely a lifelong process—at
least for me.
I will live by this Message to honor my Jewish brothers
and sisters. I will live by this Message to honor my Savior.
What about you--are you angry? Are you bitter? Perhaps
you’ve been mistreated. Are there marriage struggles? Problems at
work? Someone you’ve vowed never to forgive?
Remember the Message of the dove.